Valentine's Day...aka love MYSELF day

So hey, today is Valentine's Day, and like most regular days I'm reflective on the fact that I'm in a serious relationship with myself, one that I would not augment in any way at all, but also reflective on the fact that everyone else is in a relationship with someone else. Yes, a generalization, but alas, a majority of those around me are. In one of my inward journeys today I thought, hey have I ever really had a valentine? I mean someone that I and he were totally twitterpated for? These days, i find myself twittering, but there's no pating going on. I can genuinely say that yes, I've had one TRUE valentine, (anything younger than college doesn't count) but really that's all. I was hyper-observant today of friends and lovers, and again thought, "have I ever had that?" Really, I honestly don't think so......it's funny, to actualize my past, what's it all been? Have I ever been in love? Seriously, have I? Blind, yes. In love? I really don't know. Now that those emotions have past, I now am slightly more focused on seeking something grand, encompassing, enlightening, and joyful. In a hurry? No way....but at the same time would be elated to find someone that made my heart race faster, my cheeks rosier, my life fuller. Have our live crossed? Is he right in front of me? Will I meet him tomorrow? Did I meet him in a previous life? Clueless....
I'm just going to continue my doings, not alter my destiny, and keep my eyes on the road.
I saw Slumdog Millionaire today. What a fantastic movie! It surely was written, as all is, and that is what I believe....
I am a very lucky girl to have many people who care in my life..to name and thank and adore a few on this day today: Mom and Dad, Sonia, Leighanne, Alli, Michael, Megan...thank you for your vday love.....
Tomorrow, Vegas bound, PUSCIFER BABY!!!!

"Beside You in Time"

I am all alone this time around
Sometimes on the side I hear a sound
Places parallel I know it's you
Feel the little pieces bleeding through
[Chorus:]
And on (And on)
This goes on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
This goes on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on (And on)
And on
Now that I've decided not to stay
I can feel me start to fade away
Everything is back where it belongs
I will be beside you before long
[Chorus]
[x2]
Oooh we will never die
Oooh Beside you in time

Nine Inch Nails